So as I sit here trying to write, I start wondering what are people thinking when they read this? I'm sure my sentence structure, spelling, and other grammar mistakes cause some obsessive-composition people no end of frustration; out there on the other side of the internet. I'm sure most everyone, if not everyone was shocked by the news of me being stricken by cancer. I know I sure as hell was. I am positive a number of people are rather dismayed by this. It could be that there are some people pleased by my current state.
Well I am attempting to look at this situation as a learning experience. I speculate that I try to look at every situation as a learning experience; some are more flourishing than others. So in that vein of thought I want to know what you are thinking. About my ailment, about what I should and shouldn’t do, about how it makes you feel, about your philosophy, religious doctrine or just how you find it ironic and funny (although I don’t see it that way).Pleas let me know. And hey, if you want what you’ve written put up on my blog I’ll do that, and of course credit you as the author. Unless you don’t want credit. Then I’ll credit it to Anonyms. So look at this as a chance to express your feelings. Or even just give me a basic grammar lesson. It doesn’t have to be long or short.
So if anyone would be willing to do this (and I do have my doubts) mail them to me (the best email address would be fadingwildcard@gmail.com). I look forward to see what people are willing to share. And be understanding that if I think what you write is inappropriate for any reason, I reserve the right not to post it. And that is not meant as a personal attack. Thank you.
Hy Noah!
ReplyDeleteI'm one of your italian cousins, Mara's daughter.
I'm not so sure I will be able to explain my feelings, but I try.
I don't like too much this way to communicate although this is no more the future, but the present instead.
Many years ago, when I was 24 (but I'm not so old now), I had a breast cancer (so you can think we are not a lucky family). I was young and scared, just like you. I thought I'd like to have someone to talk with, but all around me it seemed to be no one able to understand me. That's why I thing that this way to keep you in contact with "the rest of the world" maybe is the right way to help you in facing this "monster". But I read what you wrote, maybe I don't understand every single word, but I think that there must be something private, something that not necessarily has to be said. But this is only my thought and maybe this is your strength. We are your strength, the persons who read and think to what you write and answer to your questions.
So keep on, we all are with you in this fight.
Sorry for my english, with love
Raffaella