This is the end, my lonely friends.

Well everyone I don't know how to start this. I didn't know how to start the blog either. A blog I figured maybe ten people would follow out of boredom or pity. But unless a whole lot of you are board I have succeeded with this blog past what I could have even imagined. I've got so many emails, and I have tried to keep up with them. Sorry if you didn't get a reply, it was an error and an oversight; there was no malice intent there.

For those that care, I broke bread with my brother from another mother that had turned from me (my nasty friend), due to my dying. We made good from the bad, and I wish him well, and does I. Even though he is still unready to accept my all too soon death. Also with all the death going on in the world it seems so narcissistic for me to rant, "ow my jaw" or "boo hoo I am having trouble walking down the stairs." I truly feel for Japan and Syria and all those places back the way to Haiti. Also remember that all it takes is a beer a stranger and a car and you could be gone. Life is fragile.

Also working out kinks new site. New stories will, hopefully be up soon. I certainly hope that it works out. And I'm sure the email will overflow with the number or stories following my memorial and that will take my help days to put up and or they may just quite.

Also I want to thank all those artists out there. I cant do the tattoo now, but I have above my bed all sorts of images and art. Each piece is full of heart and love. If you wanted to make something but couldn't that is fine and I thank you. If your piece is in the mail than awesome. But we can say that once I see it I'll be in love with it also. And if you had no intention of making me art, thats fine.

So I thought for the last post I would not force you to read more of depressing mixture of words that seem to be fit into a structure that looks like American style English. No in fact I think I force you to read advice of mine. And just for your sake, I've pulled advice from others too. I will to try to give credit where credit is due. It isn't the longest list, but it isn't the shortest list ever.

Safety First. Even when doing wrong; safety first.
--This is the first rule that I memorized. I have tried to follow it from age 4 or 5 to today. It was taught by my loving and beloved uncle.

Don't waste time infront of the TV or Playing games (or even reading books)
--You have a life. I may not. What you should do, and what I should have done more, is go and have an experience. Good experience, bad experience just know that you are alive. And I wish I didn't spend so much time with all that. That being said you can still play games or watch your favorite shows, just don't in place of socializing.

Live each day as if it were your last.
--Not literally. Since I learned I was terminal I became completely honest and open. It just happened. And I was honest with myself and my emotions. And I stopped my little gossip that I played in. All this helped people really know me and get close to me.

Don't hold Grudges.
--I would hold hate in my heart so long the original reason was long dead and forgotten. Very rarely did I execute a revenge. It never made me happy, and ruined friendships. Forgiveness, true forgiveness in your heart is golden though. But even if you can't or won't forgive don't hold anger or hate. I'm told if you do it can lead to some awesome Sith powers though.

Wind chimes are not an accurate method for measuring time.
--Fairly obvious but good to know.

Reality is merely an illusion, albeit a rather persistent one.
--Albert Einstien

Good judgment comes from experience. And where does experiance come from? Experience comes from Bad judgment.
--Mark Twain

Its a lot like slamming your dick in a drawer. Interesting in concept, but ultimately just painful and not worth the effort.
--Angelo (about just about every time you have to deal with Government)

Always do right. This will gratify some and astonish all the rest.
--Mark Twain

Too er is human
--Every person makes mistakes. Some are prone to do them. Just be kind when when accidents happen. Especially when you are angry due to a mistake.

There is no such thing as a small act of kindness.
--The smallest kindness on your part could make someone day. I found just being around someone smiling often made me feel better.

If your falling off a cliff you may as well try to fly. You've got nothing left to lose.
--Not mine, but don't know where I got it.

Well I guess this is my grand farewell. As always feel free to email me. I may or may not respond depending on many factors, the biggest of which is weather or not my heart is beating. I wish all my readers positive things for the rest of their days. I know that this blog has entertained and helped has made nearing the end of my life so much fuller and I am glad I saw the project to the end. Mispellings and grammer mistakes and all. The emotional benefit knowing what I share makes a difference has helped me. I find sharing emotions rather hard. So this whole blogitty thing was started with 2 strikes against it. Share stories at the other sight. Share feelings with your friends. Help people when you can and they need a hand for support. Stop rambling, Noah. The truth is I really don't want this end. Goodbye cyperspace, I'll see you again on Social networking sites. I hold love for all who hold it for me (and some who don't).

Fin